what would the 13 year old version of yourself think of you now?

probably with disappointment lol, 13 year old me wanted teenage me to be wild, sexy etc

what is your first memory?

I think when my brother leaving for college when I was four

What was the biggest bruise you've ever gotten (physical or emotional)?

a couple of weeks ago, I was walking back to my house in the dark, and I was reeeeeeally creeped out. and right before my garage was about to close, the sensor went off and it started opening again, and I ran inside and hit my knee on the door (lol)
emotionally, when my grandma and cat died within the same month, and from the same condition. i couldn’t (still can’t) understand how someone could be here one moment and gone the next